Kaosu's Room

He smiled for a few more seconds then walked over to the bed and sat on the edge thinking,the smile washed from his face.

Sukino jumped on the bed and sat beside him.
"Im beginning to think your bipolar."
She joked.
"Or your just being fake with the smiles."
She said, a bit more serious.

"The smiles are real...they just don't last forever..."
Kaosu avoided her eyes.

"Maybe so, but you still don't seem too happy.."
Sukino did the opposite of him; she tried to look into his eyes, wanting to see the bright yellow color.

He faced Sukino but they weren't eye to eye.
"Memories are mans worst curse..."

Sukino nodded her head, agreeing.
"Peope try to forget things for their own reasons."
She paused, trying to get the right words to come out.
"But, I don't think you need to forget the past, no matter how bad it was. It makes us who we are, like it or not."
She kicked her feet back and forth slowly.
"Your my best friend. If you ever want to talk or anything, im willing to listen."

"I'm just so..."
Kaosu finally looked her in the eyes.
"Afraid of what could happen..."

"Happen to who?"
She caressed the side of his face with her hand.

"You..."
Kaosu looked away with a hurt look in his eyes.

Sukino had a confused expression on her face, but on the inside was a bit surprised. she dropped her hand from his face and folded it with her other hand on her lap.

"Nothing is going to happen to me."

She didn't know if she was lieing, but she felt that he didn't need to worry.

Kaosu's eyes watered with sorrow.
"I don't want to hurt you like all those other people...my parents didn't leave me...i killed them..."

Sukino frowned, her eyes getting watery aswell.

"D-don't! If you cry i'll start up."

She hugged Kaosu, not caring if it was the right thing to do at the moment.

"I still like you..B-but why did you..?"

"I couldn't take it..."
Kaosu didn't sound any different but the watery substance rolled down his face and onto Sukino.

Sukino reached up to his face and wiped the tears away with the sleeve of her blazer.

"What happened?"

Sukino closed her eyes for a little while, not letting tears escape. For some reason she always cried when others did.

"Acted like they ran away but i killed them...drained there blood...then hide there bodies..."
Kaosu still remained emotionless.

A shiver crawled up Sukinos spine.

"Oh.."

He could noticed what he said was messed up.
"But i swear it wasn't me!!! It was the voice!!!!!"

"The voice..? The one you told me about before?"

Sukino looked up at him, wishing she could read his mind for that moment. So she could fully understand.

"Yes he told me too do stuff...all those horrible things and he said that if i didn't i would be a bad boy...but when I'm around you...he doesn't speak...but you have to understand he was my only friend i had too listen!!!"

Sukino nodded once to show that she understood.

"I understand."
She wrapped her arms around his torso tightly, trying to comfort.
"But, now you have another friend..Maybe things will change."

He squeezes her back.
"He made me do bad things!!!!!!!!!!!"
Kaosu screamed his words as if he was crazy but then he looked her in the eyes.
"But you make things better...you make me better..."

"Im glad then.."
Sukino looked back into his yellow eyes and smiled. She continued to hug him.

He held her tight his face up against her neck and tears flowing uncontrollable.
"I'm so messed up!!!!!"

Sukino rubbed her hand up and down his back and ran her other hand through her hair, a tactic her mother used with her. She picked up several of her mothers traits, wich made her think of herself as mother-like.

"No, things just happen.."
She didnt know what to say, for she hadnt been in this situation before.

"I just want it too end!!!!!! The voice make it go away!!!!!!!!!!"
Kaosu started to scream like he was crazy again.