We would talk together and with your sweet words I would listen with care.
Each time you took a smoke of your cigerrette I would cough and shed a tear inside;
knowing you were hurting yourself with each huff, I never thought of what damage it would make.
When my mother read out an email from a loved one you knew and your poor condition, I hoped the doctors could take care of you, weak and lonely, I only wish i could have seen you one more time this summer. It had been so long since i saw you last I told you once before that smoking was making you ill. I was stupid to disregard, when my mother read out your last email it was to late, your tumors and lungs could not heal to i sat alone and cried and cried, when i awoke it was okay because you wouldnt want me to feel torn inside so I hide my sadness. its been a week or so since your death but its alright because you were a close friend of mine and you will never be missed in my heart cause forever you will stay.
Monday May 4th 2009
In Loving memory of the sweetest women i could have ever known <3 Marrie <3
Subject: Heartach <3 
Thu May 14, 2009 3:06 pm
